This may be my most important post of the whole blogger
challenge this year. It may very well be the reason God reminded me
of the event with just 48 hours to spare till the start. He knew that
we would eventually reach the letter I.
I struggled with an idea for this member of the
alphabet. When I was considering participating this year, I grabbed a
piece of paper and listed ideas for almost every letter of the
alphabet almost immediately. But the space next to “I” has
remained empty for eleven days or more now. Even as late as yesterday
evening I was reminding God that I needed an idea; I vowed to quit
the challenge before I wrote on the only words I was coming up with
on my own. As I drifted off to sleep, I was still pleading with God
for help.
So I woke up this morning, and one of my first thoughts
was, “Oh, no. The letter 'I'. I don't have an idea.” And then,
just like that, one came to me, and I understood then why coming up
with it had been a an ordeal.
I stands for Idolatry. An idol is anything that takes
the place of God in your life. And God wanted to use this post to
warn me not to let knitting become one in mine.
It could easily do so. In fact, the red flags are
already waving.
Funny, the Blogger Challenge itself led me a few days
ago to a delightful post somebody had written on the subject of the
children's book, Tootle, by Gertrude Crampton. I had smiled as
I read it, remembering the many times I'd read the book to my boys
when they were little and loved it as much as they did. But I see now
that even that post was pointing me in the direction of this one, as
the book is about a little engine that wouldn't stay on the rails but
jumped them repeatedly and ignored the red flags warning it to get
back on track.
I have an addictive personality that causes me to
overindulge in things I find appealing. I'm not physiologically
dependent on them (well, maybe to coffee!), but psychologically so. I
tend to take good things and go a little (or a lot!) overboard with
them. It's why I no longer drink beer or wine anymore, despite the
pleasure of a glass of wine with dinner, and the remembered joy of a
cold beer on a hot summer's day. Experience has shown that I can't
trust myself to stop before I become a drunken sop. For the same
reason I no longer buy barbecue potato chips in anything larger than
a single serving bag and refrain from even opening a box of
extra-toasty Cheezits until I am within my weight limits on the
bathroom scale.
Food and drink cravings aside, there are a lot of
things available to us for enjoyment purposes that can become
destructive when indulged in to excess. God allows them into our
lives but works with us to keep them in check. Too often we act like
my little engine friend, Tootle, jump the tracks and go our own way,
ignoring the red flags God puts in front of us at every turn. The
penalty for repeated overindulgence in things is their complete
removal from my life experience. I simply don't want that to happen
with my knitting.
And so I take this post today to remind myself to take
heed to the guidelines God has put in place to keep my hobby under
control. I set a limit on how long I will sit down with a project
each day so that I will fulfill the other responsibilities calling
for my time and attention. I remember that my God and my husband are
more important to me than my current project, and will hasten to the
side of either when the opportunity arises. And I will keep my eyes
open for any red flags that say I'm headed the wrong way...so that
the joy I find in my knitting needles will be one that is here to
stay!
“So,
if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't
fall!...Therefore, my dear friends, flee from idolatry...'Everything
is permissible' – but not everything is beneficial. 'Everything is
permissible' – but not everything is constructive. So whether you
eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.”
(1
Corinthians 10:12,14,23, 31 NIV)
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