My biggest problem in recovering from
my broken elbow has never been dealing with pain from either the
injury itself or the resultant surgeries. My struggle has been with
extension; getting my elbow joint to open up to restore my reach. As
detailed in a previous story, weeks of inactivity while the fractures
healed allowed time for a sliver of bone to grow up behind the joint
and prevent forward arm motion. Once the bone chip was removed, my
arm was able to go straight; in fact it was once again locked in that
position in the brace for the first few days after the surgery. But
now the issue is not with bones and joints but rather with muscles
that want to pull back into the less functional bent position.
My physical therapist is working hard
to help me in this regard. When I come in at the start of the
session, I can usually open my arm to about 45 degrees short of
horizontal. He wraps my elbow in a heating pad for the first several
minutes of our time together, and then massages the bicep muscle with
cocoa butter and firm pressure while he gently but persistently
straightens my arm out as far as it will go. By the time I leave he
can get it within single digits of his 180-degree goal. The problem
is that I can not yet reproduce his results on my own. So I have
exercises to do at home and various strategies to not only loosen up
those muscles but get them to stay that way.
Funny, God's church has long had a
similar problem with extension. We believers are to be His hand
extended to those in need, whether it be physical assistance or love,
mercy and forgiveness. We know what we are supposed to do, yet too
often we simply come up short in that regard. Pastors and ministry
leaders coach us to the best of their ability, encouraging action on
our parts, but too often we pull back into old habits and mindsets,
returning to our fixed opinions and remaining locked within the walls
of our places of worship. The problem is an internal one, a matter of
the heart, one that can't be fixed by external pressure alone but
rather by an internal turnabout, a supernatural work. Lucky for us
that work was done on the Cross, and its benefits are available to us
all.
The brace that encloses my arm has a
big dial on either side of the elbow joint that allows me to adjust
how much the arm can open or close, reminding me that to some degree
at least, the amount of my extension is under my own control. While a
truly generous spirit isn't something I can dial up on my own, the
more I allow Christ to change me on the inside, the greater my reach
will be to the outside world.
“Which of these three do you think proved himself a neighbor to him who fell among the robbers? He answered, The one who showed pity and mercy to him. And Jesus said to him, Go and do likewise.”
(Luke 10:36-37 AMP)
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