Eight days after my initial elbow
surgery, my cast-like wrap and sling were discarded and I was helped
into what would soon become my new best friend, a hinged brace –
black metal bars that were cushioned around my arm with
velcro-strapped pads. Big dials on the outside of the joint
determined the extent to which the brace could open or close.
It was intimidating, to say the least.
Fresh out of the packaging, the device first had to be pried open,
and then the stiff cushions and straps adjusted and cut to the
appropriate size. I looked in doubt at the nurse who was struggling
to assist me when she assured me that soon all the padding would
adjust to the shape of my arm and I'd be able to slip in and out of
the thing with ease. Doing so remained a two-man job for quite a
while, however, my husband gamely entering the fray. Eventually came
the day when I was able to conquer the beast by myself. That's when
the fun began.
I was allowed to take it off for
showers and physical therapy, and at first the freedom from the
cumbersome hardware was a huge relief. But warnings from my doctor
not to do too much too soon, and the stabbing pain that came from
certain unexpected movements made me hurry those moments along. I
found I longed for the safety and security I felt when I slipped my
arm back inside those protecting metal bars. Eventually the dials
were adjusted to allow me more freedom of movement, and I found I
became quite comfortable wearing the device around the clock.
I liken my experience with that brace
to my relationship with the Word of God. At first, the Bible
intimidated me with its numerous books and numbers, language that was
often foreign to me and stories that were stranger still to
understand and believe. I needed help navigating my way through it,
and interestingly enough, again it was my husband who was the biggest
help in that regard. Patiently he explained and advised and led me
through my studies until I became sufficiently familiar with the book
to find my way around it on my own. The more time I spent in it, the
more familiar it became. I enjoyed the structure and security it gave
to my life, allowing me the freedom to make my own choices while
keeping me headed in the right direction as I went along.
Finally the day came when my doctor
said my elbow was sufficiently healed and I could set the brace
aside. I continued my physical therapy and exercises at home, but
after a time it became apparent that my arm was not opening up to the
desired degree, and further surgery became necessary. Once again the
brace became a part of my life. Now in the second stage of my
recuperation period, I wear it open to allow arm movement during the
day, and locked straight at night to keep my muscles from pulling
back into the bent and locked position.
I've found that when things are going
good in my life it is easy to think I can set the Word of God aside
for a time; that its use is mainly for times of trouble. But I've
learned that I need its protection and guidance by day and by night,
in sunshine and rain, pleasure and pain. In even the best of times
I've found that my mind can stray away from godly precepts, and
setting the Bible aside for too long allows doubt and worry to worm
their way into my life and heart. There are times when I have to
lockdown my thinking along straight paths and promises I've found in
the Word that I know lead to healing, life, success and joy.
One of those promises is that I will
eventually be able to set my brace aside for good. Thankfully I will
always have the Word of God to strengthen and support me, making my
spiritual muscles firm and keeping my bones strong.
“So then, brace up
and reinvigorate and set right your slackened and weakened and
drooping hands and strengthen your feeble and palsied and tottering
knees, And cut through and make firm and plain and smooth, straight
paths for your feet [yes, make them safe and upright and happy paths
that go in the right direction], so that the lame and halting [limbs]
may not be put out of joint, but rather be cured.”
(Hebrews 12:12-13 AMP,
emphasis mine.)
You're on a roll! I like this one very much. Especially the part about having one's connection with God in the good times, as well as the difficult times. Can't wait to read "C"!
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